ii can love you better

ughhh.... so ready to be DONE with school son son! i wish i could pay someone to finish my computer geometry class :( cause i'm NOT doing that shit so i guess i'll be considered a tenth grader until they decide to believe me that i'm really not doing it and they can just pass me. BITCHES!

prom was interesting... and fun :) guys are sneakier than i thought! and take alot of chances...like kissing your girlfriend then turning around and kissing the girl sitting on the other side of you...DAMN! haha anywhooo..... i'm so very surpised i did not get arrested stumbling in that place ((school cafeteria)) ghettoooo.... we payed 75 dollars for a ticket and got a damn keychain on the way out. we pretty much had the most badass party bus everrrr! and thats exactly what we did!
so we get to the "after prom party" and decide to play beer pong, only problem is... no beer! all i had was liquor so i played hypnotic pong! :) deffinnatleyyyy threw up in the middle of it hahaha. then we decied to ride around and i had a NEW first! i thought i was done with firsts but not quite! :P
thennn me madre came and got us all because she is so very serious about no drinking and driving! and she took us to where we were staying... everyone fucking passed the fuck out except me. i stayed up until around 5 sitting on the back porch by myself calling people and leaving voicemails of me singing :) thank god matt came around 4 and brought me a present to share with him haha.
sooo i had a pretty damn good night! :)

but it doesnt top today because i got to see 2 of my very favoritest people in the world (litteraly)

I pretty much kinda sorta maybe love my life at the moment. It's pretty great, trust is a real good thing to have with people and it's definatley building! The only thing missing in my life is Edward! but he's coming pretty soon i think, we'll see how it turns out! All boys can go to hell but i'm okay with giving some maybeEdwards a shot, but I definatley have high expectations. ;)

...cigarettes are going to be 15 dollars a pack when all the tax raise things get done :(   what am i going to dooooo???

after some pretty bad injuries in it's life (thrown off balcony, thrown through a wall, etc...) and after surgery today by Dr. Aaron, my phone finally took it's last breaths and DIED! for forever :( 
but verizon gave me a brand new one even better for free! :D (but me and my old phone have been through some TIMES together and it had marks to show it!)
hot revolver and guinevere are officially my new favorite songs!
interveiw for the pageant is tomorow, gotta sound super good and DRUG FREE BITCHES! :)


-babygirl <3

today was a goood day :) went to school ALL day, im proud.
then hung out with my favortie and went to buffalos for pick nugs birthday :)

are you aloud to hold my hand and talk to her at the same time? ,ehh i think not!

i am not going for foreverrr
I'll be back someday
But she wanna go with me to outer space
So we made love in the Milky Way
& then I send her on her way

i love kristin quick :)

satin and rachel ---> i am doing the pageant and ya'll need to come watch it's next thursday and it's only 7 dollars homieee :)

i feel so bad i ruined his day... he told me sooo. ugh.

i love louis my yorkie he's the only one that about pee's on himself he's so excited to see me when i get home.

anddd i went to cheer south today to WATCH because nicole made me, and keyshia (my coach) TOLD me that she'd see me at tryouts in a couple of weeks.
i hate when people put words in my mouth.

p.s. i love and miss the trio.

 

I wish I could change the ways of the world,

Make it a nice place

Until that day, I guess we stay,

Doing what we do

Screwing who we screw



i went to a phychologist today, that was interesting. and i really have no idea how to work livejournal or what its all about :) but i just saw where i started writing an entry a VERY long time ago that i dont remember but i decided i'd leave it down there anyways haha.... musta been fucked up.








im so messed up. i really dont know to work live journal at this moment in tine, Cause everythihngs gonna be allright cause your the lucky one :) ambien is a powerful drug and its beathing the fuck out of me so im just gonna go to bed i hope if i make it.<3 Madisonnn